This is Luís de Camões or Luisinho. He passed away last week. I’m not sure how old he was, but maybe 5 years. He was family. Just last year survived a serious illness and when everyone thought he was going to die he fought it and came back home. And now someone poisoned him. I felt so angry when I knew. And I’m not home. Never said goodbye. We loved to mess with him, he was very funny and always around. I just hope he knows how he was loved.
This is Sidney. He was just 1 year old. Passed away the same week. The same way. Poisoned. I was getting so attached to him… I loved his meow and his cool vibe and he used to ask me to get into my room to nap 🙂
This is Tom Sawyer. He passed last year… he was a baby. He was born with malformation but was very very loved. And it was a sweetheart.
And this is Miranda. She was about 3 years old. And the was the queen of the house. Loved my mom and mom loved her. She was very tiny and was always for a shoulder. She went out one night and never returned… she is so missed around the house. When we called her she would always answer with her sweet squeek. The dog in the pictured is not with us anymore too.
And these are just the recent ones 😦 We have lots of animals and every year there’s pain… and I miss so much animals… and I love them all. I just want them to be ok now. My little stars.
I’m missing you. I didn’t forget you or us. I’m missing us. I’m grieving.
But you have to know that I don’t hate you. You’re in me, in a silver precious box. You’re here.
I cry a little everyday. We’re gone. But it’s for the best. You’ll be great. I’ll be fine.
I still remember everything and miss it like crazy and I want to run to you. But then I stop and remember…
I hope you read and feel this.
I’m not hating you, I’m missing you.
I’m so excited :D:D
My halloween party is going to start around 6pm *_* I have all kinds of candy, 4 cats, candles, boyfriend and American Horror Story *_* is going to be sooooo greaattt! and in a bit I’m going to dress up with my dog as red riding hood and the wolf and we’re going out hahaha
What moves me?
The little things in life. Happy animals. Chokers. Halloween. Money. Work. Love. Candy. Photography. Writing. Movies. Stories. Books. Cats. Home. Alternative stuff. My store. Receiving letters… Antique stuff. Castles. Mistery.
I’m very simple. So simple. Too simple I guess.
I have this need to contro that no one understands. They don’t understand I don’t want to control them. I want to control myself. I don’t care about what they do. I care about what they do regarding me. I want to be able to control my life, my peace. My home. I want to feel calm in my own home. Feel the silence. I don’t want to have to fill my ears with music just to be alone. I want my space…I want my peace…I want my happiness…
Why does no one understands what I need…….no one…..
I don’t know what I’m doing. My head hurts. I want to cry my eyes out in a weird way.
No one gets why I need to cry…Why I want to punch them. Why I yell “for no reason”.
I’m afraid tomorrow I won’t know who I am.