An ask for help

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https://www.gofundme.com/handicapedanimals

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I’m here to ask for your help to accomplish this dream I have.

I love animals. And I always knew I wanted to work with them or for them, a lot of ideas crossed my mind but this one is the right one .

I want to create a business that helps handicaped animals. Sometimes it’s difficult to know how to deal with them or to have a place for the rescued ones so I want to help them. In addition of being an institution that helps these particular cases I want to create a petwalking petsitting service and a hotel (or a bnb) too to help the main one, handicaped pets, because I also want to help people who fosters or is raising a handicaped pet . I would also want to provide a veteriarian for these pets…

Another idea is to have a Freebox but where people take two and leave one item but pets related.

But first I have to find the building!

So, anything will be helpfull 🙂 I just know that this is my future 🙂

https://www.gofundme.com/handicapedanimals

Help or share!

 

why do I keep hurting myself?

because I want to. That’s the right answer.

I know I’m going o get hurt. and everytime I try to convinve myself that it’s just a game and I know it. But no. I want more. And I get clingy. I keep annoying them. I want to hear sweet things even if it’s not real! maybe. I want to make an impression. that’s for sure.

please answer my messages. I’m feel so stupid. I am.

I’m missing you. I didn’t forget you or us. I’m missing us. I’m grieving.

But you have to know that I don’t hate you. You’re in me, in a silver precious box. You’re here.

I cry a little everyday. We’re gone. But it’s for the best. You’ll be great. I’ll be fine.

I still remember everything and miss it like crazy and I want to run to you. But then I stop and remember…

I hope you read and feel this.

I’m not hating you, I’m missing you.

HALLOWEEN

It’s todayyyy!!!

I’m so excited :D:D

My halloween party is going to start around 6pm *_* I have all kinds of candy, 4 cats, candles, boyfriend and American Horror Story *_* is going to be sooooo greaattt! and in a bit I’m going to dress up with my dog as red riding hood and the wolf and we’re going out hahaha

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

Qué me mueve?

What moves me?

The little things in life. Happy animals. Chokers. Halloween. Money. Work. Love. Candy. Photography. Writing. Movies. Stories. Books. Cats. Home. Alternative stuff. My store. Receiving letters… Antique stuff. Castles. Mistery.

I’m very simple. So simple. Too simple I guess.

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I have this need to contro that no one understands. They don’t understand I don’t want to control them. I want to control myself. I don’t care about what they do. I care about what they do regarding me. I want to be able to control my life, my peace. My home. I want to feel calm in my own home. Feel the silence. I don’t want to have to fill my ears with music just to be alone. I want my space…I want my peace…I want my happiness…

Why does no one understands what I need…….no one…..

help me.please.

I started my master this year and with it a new chapter in my life.

I lost control of myself. My anxiety took over and then depression took advantage. I lost a dear person. I lost half of me.

I’m being followed by two doctors. But I know that’s just to make me feel a little better, something to make me believe I’m getting better. I’m not, it’s just a distraction.

I feel sad everyday, I cry everyday. I desperate everyday.

This happens to me from time to time. Deep sad stages that get me to another level. But this one is just being so hard on me… I actually thought about killing myself. I’m not sure yet. I just know I need some kind of help. Doctors are not helping. I don’t have friends. My family just thinks I’m stupid. My bf can’t take of me all alone…I don’t want to feel like I need help but I need.

Sorry.